Separation/Divorce is a stressful time. If there was ever a time when you needed medication to help you, this would be it.
Why? Because that's the time when you get to see what the other party is really like. When he was in love with you every thing was just dandy. When he wants to be free he's the biggest jerk ever.
The hardest part of this whole ordeal is having your kids involved in the whole nasty mess. They didn't ask for this but they are the ones that will be hurt the most and they have the least understanding of what is going on.
How do you explain to them that you wish you never had to talk to their dad again in this lifetime? Never have to see that smirking, lying, mean spirited, thoughtless, selfish, pompous, ass again. Yeah, it's that bad!
Oooooo, do I need to burn off some steam badly. When love was good it was very good. I am so glad that we've come to the end of this bumpy road finally.
I'm going to look forward and keep my eyes trained to what's ahead. The past is the past. Now, it's me and my kids. I gladly let go of all of the negativity that was keeping me stuck. One day at a time. One moment at a time. New doors will now begin to open for me and I thank the UNIVERSE for loving me so much.